Okay, so, I’ve been messing around with tarot cards lately, just for fun, you know? And I keep pulling this one card, the Five of Pentacles, when I’m thinking about how someone feels about me. It’s kind of a bummer card, to be honest.
So, first, I pulled out my tarot deck, a pretty standard Rider-Waite one. I shuffled the cards while thinking about this person and how they might feel about me. It’s not like a serious crush or anything, just someone I’ve been chatting with and I’m curious about, I guess.
Then, I laid out the cards, face down, and flipped over the Five of Pentacles. Ugh. It’s got these two people walking in the snow, looking all sad and poor. They’re outside this church, but they don’t seem to be going in. It’s like they’re on the outside looking in, or maybe they feel like they don’t belong.
I started looking up what this card means, especially about feelings. It’s not super positive, that’s for sure. Here’s what I found:
- Feeling left out: This is a big one. It’s like this person might feel excluded or like they’re not part of my inner circle. Maybe they think I’m not interested in them, or I’m just too busy with other stuff.
- Financial worries: This one’s weird, but some sources say it can relate to money issues. I don’t think that’s it in this case, but who knows? Maybe they’re worried about their finances in general, and that’s affecting how they feel about everything.
- Hard times: The card can just mean someone’s going through a rough patch. Maybe they’re feeling down and insecure, and that’s making them withdraw from people, including me.
- Isolation: This is another big one. They might feel lonely or disconnected, like they don’t have anyone to rely on. Maybe they want to connect with me, but they’re afraid of getting hurt or rejected.
Honestly, after reading all this stuff, I felt a bit down myself. I didn’t realize this person might be feeling this way. But I kept thinking about it. I tried pulling more cards to see if I could get more clarity, but it didn’t really help. The Five of Pentacles just kept coming up, in different forms.
So, I decided to just reach out to this person. I sent them a message, just a casual “Hey, how’s it going?” kind of thing. They haven’t replied yet, but I figure it’s a start. I can’t force them to feel a certain way about me, but maybe I can at least let them know I’m here if they want to talk.
In the end, it’s just a card, right? But it did make me think more about how my actions might be affecting other people. I guess that’s the whole point of tarot, to make you reflect and maybe see things from a different perspective. I definitely learned something, that’s for sure.
